drinking games

The reason why i made the title what i did is because this is my fourth to last post i have to do and because i was jsut thinking of a drinking game i played a few times this past weekend. Its called circle of death (you might have played or heard of it) Basically, you take a deck of cards and put it in a cricle around a full beer. Then each person draws a card in clockwise order around the circle. Half the cards in the deck are fun cards like if you draw a four it is called fours are for whores and all the girls in the crcle take a drink there are a lot more funnier ones like if you draw a queen it is a new rule card which means that whoever drew it gets to make a rule like you have to touch your nose before you drink or any rule the person wants. For the rest of the game until someone draws a new rule card you would have to touch your nose before you drink and if you don't and gaet caught you have to take a drink. Not all cards are special cards mainly all the low number cards so like if you drew a three depending if it were red or black you would either give three drinks to whoever you wanted (you could divide it up between people) or if it were black you have have to take all three drinks. By the end of the game if you played right your wasted and having a good time. It is prorobably one of the funnest card games to play while you are drinking.

going crazy

Like i said in my last posts i will be going to jail pretty soon. I wanted to talk aobut in this post how scared i will be when i go in there. don't know if you can relate or not I guess if youve been you know what it is like but one of the things that makes me most scared is that when i do go i will be at monroe county which couldn't be a better place to go but the thing is that the guy that killed his whole family just because he wanted to be with another women and she wouldn't be with him till he lft them so he just killed them instead of getting a divorce. That dude is fucked up. Also even though its bad enough to kill your kids it takes a special type of person to be able to strangle your kids to death and watch the life go away from there eyes. I don't get how anyone can physically do that to anyone let alone the life that you made. I'm scared of him and just because i will be right there next to some crazy dude but also i have know clue what I would do if I were to see him. My first instinct would be to beat his ass. I personally think he should already be dead for what he did but its whatever. The whole situation is going to be crazy however it goes i just wish that i could go back and stop myself from ever haveing to go to jail in the first place.

five posts left

Its funny that right now im worrying about getting my last six posts up before the date they are due in my english class. I feel like that should be the last of my wories right now but hear i am in the swic library doing my homework. I feel like this should be the last of my worries because i have a lot on my plate right now. For one thing i will be going to jail when ever we get let out for christmas break. I have been sentenced to sixty days but I'm pretty sure that with good behavior i will be getting out in thirty. I have never been to jail before and i don't really know if i should stay in there for all thrity days or only go on the weekends or something like that since i have been given the option of not going consecutively. I feel like i will learn my lesson a lot better if i go for thirty days straight but that also means i will be out of work for thirty days and not be getting paid. But if i go on the weekends it will take forever to finish. I don't get how people don't just kill themselves when they are sentenced for a really long time. I've thought about it and its only for thirty days.

Transitions

It's weird that at the beginning of the this last summer when i graduated i felt like a complete kid and didn't have a care in the world. I had no plans and nothing mattered I didn't care at the time about what I really did for the next couple of years of my life. All I wanted to do is hang out with my friends and basically do nothing all day. My whole thought process back then was just not wanting to grow up and I wanted to do whatever I wanted whenever I wanted all the time. Then I got into trouble and it changed my whole perspective on life. Now just a few month later the only thing I do is go to college and work two jobs. To me i feel like I have grown up significantly maybe even against my own will. Like even though I do these things and it looks good to society and all that I feel like I spend no time having fun and doing things creative. Instead now I just do the same things everyday. Since I got in trouble I had a lot to pay for and my parents were on the verge of kicking me out if I didn't start doing something so I started working twice as much as I did and then got a car that I now have to pay bills for and insurance. I know it is the right things to do and and to keep progressing and growing up in life but I just hate how quick it had to happen. All i want to do is to go back to the beginning of this last summer just to relive it.

Freakin out!

I'm writing my blog this week about people flippin there lids. This last monday i got my financial aid report in the mail. They said it would cost me around 15,000 just this year when i called them, because it certainly couldn't be correct they said all the numbers on the page were right i blew up on them and said that it can't be true and at this point is when I started freaking out I got really hot almost to where I was sweating and I was so mad I didn't go to my last two classes for the day. I was pissed off at everyone and taking it out on people in my life the rest of the day that had nothing to do with it. My mother called them and got it all squared away by the end. It made me relize why some people go crazy sometimes and it made me understand better why people sometimes do bad things when they feel like their whole world is turning upside down.

BS

I want to to take the time to talk about how much bull shit I hear each day from my friends and other peers all around me in my life. I just think its funny how kids my age interact with each other in this day and age. It seems as if when people are talking to one another they are just waitng empatiently to speak and trying to convincve the person they are talking to that they are better or more bad ass then they are. Along with the conversation it seems like half the stuff people are saying are lies or exaggerations that aren't true. It seems like everyone thinks their a hot shot and the coolest person ever and they have to make all other people around them think so to. The truth is that no one in the world is better than anyone else. I don't see why most people are always competing with each other to have a higher social status then the next person. I'm not saying everyone out there is like that my closest friends can actually have a real conversation with me but to everyone else who thinks their a hard ass out there your not.

The Best Youtube Video

This you tube video is hilarious. This kids voice when he screams sounds like a girl. First off I want to know why he trusted that kid if he had a paint ball gun and Second I want to know why he would stand in the middle of the creek on a rock knowing he has it with him. I like this video inparticularly because this kid is an idiot. Was he trying to do a Steve Erwin impression or something. This video reminds me of the time when my friend Jake was walking on a tree limb acroos a creek. We were swimming and earlier we were throwing mudd at each other. When he was waliking across the branch I started throwing mud at him again so he tried running across the rest of it. When he got to the end of the branch his foot slipped and he fell into the creek. He's not fat or has a high squeeky voice when he screams but it was hilarious just like this video. If you haven't already you need to play this video a few times over. Try putting the volume on mute and watch it again.This video is easily the best one on youtube.